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My Tears Of…

I’m crying now, not because I’m sad or have fear but because God has been so Good to me and he is miraculously healing me in a way that I could never imagine or think of.

For the last year, I been in so much pain and suffering and many didn’t believe me. I was basically on my own, me and God. God helped me control the pain by myself but plenty of times I was forced to go to the emergency room. I was so independent, trying to handle the pain until Sept 2017 the pain started to get out of control. On Nov 8, 2017 with all the excruciating pain I was in, could barely see when driving, the Lord called and led me to the home house in Memphis, TN.  He said go home so your angel, your mom Lillie can help you.  The lord gave me a choice a couple of times this past year to come home to him in heaven or stay here on earth. I’m praising God with tears now bc of all the strength he has given my little tiny body to handle for over a year.

I’m praising God for my healing now before my complete healing is done. It’s just something about that name Jesus when I call on him to intercede and pray for me. 

On the other hand, the devil has been my foot stool and has helped me learn how to stand firm and fight Gods battle with him. I can honestly say I have seen the devil act out right in my face. He has put bitterness in some family members where they feel some type of way, put betrayal in some hearts I did business with, brought confusion in my love life,  struck me with the post side effects of my first chemo and radiation and mixed more pain with the new cancer to try to make me give up on life. He took my physical capabilities to work and earn consistent income away and even limited my work at home ways to earn money.

Through all the pain, suffering, oppression, and walking thru the shadow of the valley of death, God showed me after this trail and tribulation I will have an even more beautiful life with beautiful children, loving, caring, faithful husband, abundance in Agape love, prosperous life and rich resources for the rest of my days. God’s will for my life is not done here on earth. I told God I would rather stay here on earth to help save more souls to come back to him then to see many crying at my funeral to early to soon. I asked God (Matt 21:22) to save my life. I’m still here today bc of my faith and works to trust God.

Through all the turmoil, I’m still here and you are too. Let someone know who is fighting cancer or a life or death illness that you love them and God is with them. Tell them to stay strong and that prayer works. Give them laughter and smiles. Then Lift your Hands and Praise God with me.  Hallelujah. 

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What about my Flaws?

My flaws is what makes me stand out. 

It is part of my being and yours too. They help me realize what I can do to better my way of living. As a married woman, I focus more on communicating with my spouse about our flaws, instead of dwelling, fighting and aurguing about the negative part. 

According to Google, Flaws is considered an imprefection. To be honests, flaws is confirmation for us because the only one I know that’s perfect is God. Don’t beat yourself or others about flaws. Work it out. Get to know each other differences in order to work out the kinks. Who said life, marriage, business or any of that would be peaches and cream?

Accept who you are. Be slow to speak and quick to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth for a reason. Get to the root of your flaw. Where did it come from? Is it a bad habit? Can you change it or is it a natural flaw? Either way, respect, accept and love who you are. Prayer, Communication, Compromise and Understanding is the answer to relationships who are having issues working on their flaws. 

Thank God for bringing someone in my life where we both accept each other flaws. We have the courage to change the things we can and pray for wisdom to accept and know what we can’t change. 

Catrina Latrice Williams-Hoolasie

​Trusting God is not Easy, but Worth IT

Trusting in God is not an easy task to do in the 21st century. Many times there are other beings, forces and energy living among us that try to influence us away from God. Has there ever been a time where you was ready to do the right thing, then something came in your path to stop you from changing from the better? What about when you know you are doing right by God but circumstances come up to make you feel like the world is falling down on you? It takes faith, courage, prayer, positive mental attitude and motivation to keep moving in the right direction.

Faith is the substance of things not seen. Faith is now. Faith is believing, even when you don’t see it. Faith is aoart of trusting God. Many people say its easier said then done. Ome recommendation to activate faith in your life is by learning who God is in your life, build a relationship with yourself and God. Learn how to love yourself and build a relationship with God. 

Courage is doing something fearlessly. Courage pushes a person to go after their dreams or do something the average person wouldn’t do. It is your strength to keep going, even when it look like the world is falling down on you. For example, let’s say something sacrificed something they love so they could accomplish a goal. After the sacrifice is complete, the plan doesn’t work out. That is not the time to give up and cry. It is the time to the courage to keep going. Try something else, until you recognize what God is trying to tel you. 

Prayer is what changes things. People think its a waste of time. Think of prayer as you talking to a powerful, spiritual being within you. You are the head and not the tail. You were created in Gods image. God wants to hear from you. God wants to have a personal relationship with you. If God is only a spiritual being living all around then it’s best for you to learn how to talk to God personally. Prayer lays in the power of tongue. Many don’t realizem the power of words and action. Remember God spoke words into the Universe to create the heavens, animals, light, day, and you. Learn how to pray so you can manifest Godly blessings in your life.

Having a positive, mental attitude through the good and the bad will make the  process go smoother. The bad times may make you feel like giving up but there must be positivity around to keep you going. Listen to positive music, inspirational speakers, or hang around positive minded people. 

Self-motivation is key to accomplishing all the other tasks. Is it easy to trust something you can’t see? There is a feeling at times that make you feel help is around, right? Motivate yourself to keep going. Out of all the key elements to push through faith, have courage, prayer and positive attitude, there must be a reason why you must keep going. That reason why must make you cry. Therefore, the challenges of doing the right things of God may be hard, but it’s WORTH IT. 

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Catrina’s Understanding of Leviticus 1-13

The Lord start giving instructions on how to sacrifice your sins the beginning of Leviticus.

I noticed the Lord had different spiritual instuctions depending on the type of sins or offerings requested. There was 5 original offerings and most were voluntary. It’s interesting to know it was normal to kill a living animal to offer it as a meat offering. One reason for this is because the Lord love the sweet savour in the air. This reminds me when we to to grandma house while she cooking some good ol soul food on Sunday. Those who have a joy for cooking has a gift for God. Listening to Leviticus 1-13 help me realize how much God love the sweet, delicious smell of food. That explain why there is a deep-rooted tradition of soul food and praying before everyone eat. We are in the house of the lord, therefore we must learn how to satisfy the Lord in all aspects of our lives.

It was very important for people to prepare their sacrifices properly. For example, their would be instructions for peace offerings. If someone sinned against God’s law, a priest would make an atonement for them. A ruler would have to bring a goat as a sin offering. The vantage point to focus on in the 21st century is where, what and how do God want us to prepare our different offerings? 

If a soul sin, he must bear his iniquity. If a soul touch the uncleaness of man, he should be guilty.  These particular scripture reminds me of modern day laws. If you are in the company of bad people when caught, you can get caught up with their bad experiences. There was trepass offerings as well. What do you think about when you hear trepass? Reading through the bible shows how much God really care for his people. By having instructions, wisdom, knowledge and revelation allow us to live life more abundantly on earth. This scripture also gave me the inner, over and understanding of why people today sacrifice to the Lord along with know Jesus Christ was the ultimate sacrifice. I’ve seen people sacrifice eating their favorite foods, material things, time and more. I’m committed to find the Lord’s way to sacrifice for my sins. Do you think the Lord still expect us to have sin, peace, burnt, grain and trespass offerings? Why or why not?

It is so true that everything already happened under the sun. Today, it’s a matter of praying, mediating and listening for God’s answer on how he want us to sacrifice for our sins. I pray that the Lord forgive us of our sins known and Unknown. Eventhough, the bible gave instructions before Christ for sin offerings, we still need to cleanse our heart, spirit and soul today in the 21st century. Some reasons they sacrificed for the Lord was for intentional sin, unintentional sin, or thanksgiving and freewill. I’m falling in love with the almighty more more everyday. 

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Who is God? Did you leave God or God left You?

​Come back to God to learn about his love for you. God have never left nor forsaken you but you may have left God. 

Jehovah-jireh is our provider.  He will provide today and tomorrow. Don’t worry about what you can’t see in front of you. Trust Jehovah to provide for you. 
Jehovah-M’Kaddesh will sanctify and cleanse our spirit.  God expect for his people who follow him to be cleansed from all evil.       

God is infinite. The earth is the Lord’s and the fullness there of. He established it upon the trees and flood. He has no beginning, no end, and no limits. He is alpha and omega.

God is omnipotent. He is all-powerful. He spoke all things into being at the beginning of time, All things—every cell, every breath, every thought was good in the beginning. There is nothing too big or small difficult for him to do. 

Jehovah-shalom give us peace.” It is important to know God’s perfect peace, or His “shalom.” God’s peace surpasses understanding and sustains us even through difficult times. 

Jehovah-rophe who heals. God provides the remedy for brokenness. Through His son, Jesus Christ, we can be healed. The word of God is the physical, moral, and spiritual remedy for God’s people. Water is the natural cleansing. Pray for the full armour so the gospel of peace can come over you.

Jehovah-nissi is our banner.  His banner allows us to triumph through the trials and tribulations, “Thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ” (1 Corinthians 15:57).

El-Shaddai is God Almighty. God is all-sufficient and all-bountiful and the source of all blessings.

Take back what the enemy took from you which is the Love of God within you. 




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Understanding of Exodus 21-40; God 1st Challenge

Catrina’s Understanding of Exodus 21-40

This is the time the Lord start to give instructions on how to purify yourself from Sin. Instructions on how to build the lords temple so his people could go pray, meditate and worship him. This showed me that God really care for his creation. Otherwise, he would have left us dry. The instructions help you stay righteous in everyday life. For example, Exodus 22:2 talks about a theif paying back double to the owner he stole from. It’s amazing to notice how God started giving us basic instructions before we leave this earth even in the early days.
More of God’s laws

 If you lend money, don’t practice usury. Well I know many corporations who are breaking Gods law. According to Google, Usury means the illegal action or practice of lending money at unreasonably high rates of interest. I’m going to allow God to handle my worries of companies who are going against the acts of God. 

Don’t oppress a stranger. According to Google, oppress means to keep (someone) in subservience and hardship, especially by the unjust exercise of authority. If we fast forward to the 21st century, January 31, 2017 we find the people up high is violating God’s law bc it’s a lot of oppression, usury, and more going on. There is a huge gap between the rich and the poor. People are choosing to go to school but must agree to pay ridiculously high prices that cause people to stay in oppression to pay school debt alone for over 40 years. 

Instructions of Atonement for your soul was given. Google explained Atonement as reparation for a wrong or injury. Healing oil was also popular in these days. I pray for those pastors who have used Healing oil for money reasons only. Keeping 1 day to worship the Lord only and rest within your 7 days should be a commitment. 

Around Exodus 32 is when Moses went up to get the commandments of God. The children of Isreal did not believe in themselves and created other idols to worship instead. Beware because God will put his wrath on you if you go against him.

Everyday we need to repent our sins and practice rightousness towards God. He also gave instructions on how to sacrifice for him. Before Christ, it was called a sin offering. Today, it would look awkward to kill a animal to sacrifce unto the Lord. We must find out by allowing God to speak to our heart on what we need to sacrifice to receive his forgiveness. This is a God’s 1st Challenge to go through the entire bible from start to finish. 
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Prayers Recieve, Worry Decieve

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
Matthew 7:7 NIV


I learned during my early childhood about prayer. I didn’t understand how it really worked but I had family around me to instill the word of God. The word of God is your answer to everything before leaving this earth. It is the sword of the spirit. God’s word will pierce through the enemy and rip him apart. It must be learned, understood and applied in a persons life in order to receive what you pray for. It is levels to Faith. The bible say Faith without works is dead. It’s remains dead when people are confused or don’t know what they don’t know. 

For example, there is someone out that that has prayed for peace of mind. They have no idea what peace is because they didn’t put pray nor put in work to understand Faith. Based on my spiritual experiences, prayers can be answered instantly, slowly or never. Faith must be applied in every aspect of your life. Faith in your Spiritual, Financial, Mental and Physical life. Faith is the substance of things hope for. Faith is now. Faith is enduring patience until you see it manifest here on earth. Once Faith is understood, peace can be understood. 

You cannot pray and worry at the same time. Many in the world do it today unconsciously. They worry more about it in their mind. They think of all the negative things that could happen because they don’t recognize the enemy is right there putting negative those thoughts in the mind to influence you in his direction. 

Worry causes problems in your life because you are speaking negatively back into your life. For example, when you think more about failing or not succeeding, you worry more about what the enemy puts in your mind. A prayer warrior, will pray to God with power and through the spirit.They will have courage to action even when they have fear trying to stop them. They will receive wisdom on how to know the difference of what they can and can’t change. 

God has not given us the spirit of fear but of love, peace and sound mind. There is two forces on earth. Spiritual forces of God and the devil. God is exalted and the enemy is defeated but it’s up to you to defeat the enemy in your life. Its all done through prayer. 

Did you know that your body is the temple of God? Did you know that your tongue has power? Did you know that you can be, do, and have anything your desire? Did you know that whatever you ask for, think about, hang around throughout your life is what you will receive? If you desire love, peace, hope, success, self control, discipline, and increased blessings you must stay away from people who give you brokedness, envy, greed, hate, lies, deception, drunkenness and more. 

If you are not familiar with God, accept the God first Challenge with Catrina. It is a matter of going through the entire bible to understand God’s power, will and mission for your life. Prayer will help you receive while worry will deceive you. Which would you prefer in your life in 2017?

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New Year Inspiration & Prayer

​Happy New Year!!

This will be a year of Increase, Love, Joy, Prosperity, Peace and Happiness. Positive Love, Money and Health will be attracted to you in different shapes, sizes and form. People of God are praying for you. You have what it takes to succeed. God will never put to much on you that you can’t handle. Yes, you will fall down sometime in 2017 but your focus is the end goal. Don’t procrasinate, just take action from your heart. The spirit of Fear, greed, envy, hate, jealousy, laziness is gone from you now in Jesus Name. Everything you touch will turn into Gold. Your blessings are overflowing and you will be forced to give the old away. 

You will chase 100 and 100 will chase 10,000 at flight according to the word of God. He will never leave nor forsake you. Even when you are walking through the valley of the shadow of death, fear no evil. God has not given you the spirit of Fear but of love, Peace and sound mind. Be careful of your idol worshipping, gossiping and non-supportive ways in 2017. Let go of the lack and marry Abundance.

I pray for abundance in love, riches in glory and positive blessings. Be careful what you speak about, hang around and connect with because everyone comes in your life for a reason, season and lesson. Your enemies will scatter from you. You will be blessed coming in and going out exceedingly, above all you can ever imagine or think of. You have the power to be, do and have anything you desire. You must tap in to that power to release it. I pray for wisdom, knowledge and revelation to make the right decisions with the right people at the right time. 

Let the people of God say…..

God is Exalted

The Devil is Defeated.

God has his warrior angels that are preparing to demolish the devil’s plan to kill, steal and destroy God’s creation. God has angels that are on the front line for battle. They are the ones willing to protest and protect God’s creation with no fear. God also has the angels who are prepared to lead physical, mental and spiritual battles.

Yes, his divine plan has the angels who are willing to speak up and prepare for Gods exaltation. God has administrative angels to communicate, pray, minister and educate other servants and those on the battlefield . We all are God’s warrior in one way, shape or form.


Tap into your God like strength and weakness as we come together starting January 2, 2017 to go through the entire Bible. We must know God to fight the devil in this modern day. Invite a friend to learn more about God during these trying times of the enemy.

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Catrina Latrice Williams