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My Understanding on Book of Job

My understanding of the Book of Job was a story about the devil testing a perfect and upright man. The devil tried to get him to curse God through his trails and tribulations. He was perfect in his heart.

The devil came to talk during the angels meeting with God. God asked the devil what did he want. We all know the devil is a deciever that lurks around looking for Gods good people to devour, steal, kill and destroy. The devil requested to attack Job because he believed that he would become weak and curse God and follow the devils plan. God commanded the devil to save his life. This is the same in the modern world. The devil search around to influence us to stray away from God.

It’s amazing and confirms that the devil have no authority over God because he had to get God’s permission to attack Job. The devil attacked Job’s family, body, and material things. He lost all 7 of children in less than a week. Next, he lost all his cattle and herbs. Lastly, the devil struck Job with a body sickness that put him all the way down near death.

Job story reminds me of my own life story. As I started getting closer to God, the devil has been testing my faith but I have been standing firm.

Do you know how God controls the earth? How do he allow rain to fall without the ocean flooding over in land.

God questioned Job because all his extended complaining and mourning . These questions from God in Job 38-40 help us realize he’s a Powerful & Mighty God.

In the end, Job was blessed with double of what he had because he never went against God nor cursed God. He experienced a great deal of suffering and even started to complain a little but God saw his pure heart. God spoke to Job to help him understand how small his tribulations are compared to Gods suffering of protecting his children who sin on a daily basis, laying the foundations of the heavens, maintaining the universe and so much more. Job asked for forgiveness of the bickering and became grateful for God saving his life. God was happy to bless Job with Double of his riches in glory, children, live stock and home.

We must remember to appreciate where we are in life bc others may have it worst. God will forgive us and bless us the same way. We must stand firm against the strategies of the enemy.

Catrina L. Williams-Hoolasie
March 2018
God 1st
Genesis to Revelation


Catrina’s Ultimate Fight with the Devil

On Jan 20, 2018, I witnessed the ultimate fight for my life between God & the devil. I was laying in the hospital bed in a lot of pain, heart rate pumping at 150 bpm (over working itself). I requested pain medicine just 30 mins ago and my nurse got apporval for me to get more before my 2 hour limit. My health was deteriorating right before my eyes.

Devil Attacked Me: I was still in pain even after my nurse gave me more pain meds. All of a sudden, my heart rate dropped down to 31 bpm meaning I was very close to death. I was drifting off to sleep/death and all I could remember was my mom, sister, nurses coming directly in my face saying don’t go to sleep. We are here for you Trina. Stay awake. I went into shock.

God’s Battle against the Devil: 5 doctors came in the room with me giving me choices on what I can do to survive or I will DIE. All I saw was Heavenly Angels on assignment connected to each Doctor. My sister did something to help me hear God. God gave me confirmation that I can allow him to take control and save my life bc the devil tried to take my life through fear.

Moral of the Story: As I encountered the valley of the shadow of my death, I feared no evil. I leaned not to my own understanding and allowed God to fight the devil off me. My faith in God removed the spirit of death.

Stay tuned… More spiritual news to come. Powerful video testimony coming soon and be on the lookout for the book about my life.

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3 Important Facts that could impact your life. 

I learned three important facts over the last 12 months could help impact your life. 

Fact #1 GOD comes first before anything or anyone because I can receive truth, wisdom, strength, protection, prosperity, happiness, health and guidance towards a more righteous way of living.

Fact #2 Health is the most precious, valuable asset to everyone. If we take care of ourself, we can help take care of others and inspire them to live a healthier lifestyle. Health is what you eat, what you speak over your life, prayer life, how you treat your body and others around you. Health is your everyday mental thoughts. Exercising, Eating Healthy and Praying is apart of my new health journey. I would love to get new health friends around the world who would like to join me once I get into remission with this cancer.

Fact #3 Finding your what makes you happy in life. God created each of us for a special purpose in life. Some are meant for the healthcare field, some for customer service, others for hands on projects, some for communication tasks, and so many more wonderful missions God created each of us. A very important lesson I learned is that everyone was not created just to be wealthy, middle class or poor. It’s all about tapping into Gods will for your life. Praying and allowing God to guide you so that you can fulfil your mission here on earth.

Not any of us is perfect and there is a such thing as hanging with the wrong crowd, learning the wrong way in life and not knowing what you don’t know. The best part about it all is we have another day, another chance to get one step closer to living the righteous way tomorrow.

I’m inspired to share this message because it was not only for me but someone else too. 

Share your thoughts.

**Catrina Latrice Williams-Hoolasie

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My Understanding for the Book of Esther

One of the greatest Military moments, a king full of pride, arrogance and bad decisions.

King XerXes threw a party to glorify his riches, fame, power and to feed his arrogance. He ruled 127 provinces from India to Cush empire. During his royal party he requested Queen Vashti to come see him. She refused in shame of his actions and their horrible Military defeat. While King threw a party for the palace, Queen Vashti threw a party for the women. This showed bad communication and distance between eachother. He allowed his people to drink without any responsibility within the 6 months of his royal party. King XerXes got very upset, removed her status as Queen for her disrespect, bad conduct and no discord. The only problem is he got his advice from partners that led him in the wrong direction. The way he handled the situation was like settling a problem with your significant other on social media. They encouraged him to write a new rule/script for women to obey their men throughout the palace and put a request out for a new Queen. Basically it told all his personal business.

The King put a search out for a new Virgin Queen. They end up choosing Esther, a beautiful Jew who hid her nationality and family background all her life. She received beauty treatments under the kings order to prepare her for queen. Now in the book of Esther, these are Jews who are not necessirily following Gods Law and not doing right. Throughout the book you don’t find any prayer to the God of Abraham/Jacob/Isaac however they did pray and fast. 

Mordecai, the one who cared for Esther up until she became Queen was apart of the Children of Isreal who was put into exile in Babylon due to the disobeidence to God. These Jews was saved but didn’t learn their lessons. Mordecai was in town one day and overheard some soldier preparing to assissinate the King. He shared the news and saved the King. However, the King put out an order to Kill Mordecai, and all other Jews in Susa and Jerusalem bc he refused to bow down to King Xerxes. Eventhough the Jews was not following the law and commandments, God was preserving his people bc if Xerxes killed them then the Children of Isreal would be Exinct. Over time, God saved Mordecai and the other jews from getting killed. They end up having favor from God. 

Understanding of the Book Nehemiah

The book of Nehemiah discuss the rebuilding of Jerusalem wall and restoration of the people. Symbolically the temple of God was in ruin the same way people lives today are broken, in distress and torn down. Nehemiah prayed before the God of Heaven first before he requested to build Jerusalem with the King. That is the same thing we should do as Gods people before we try to rebuild ourselves. Our bodies are the temple of God. He confessed the sins of not keeping the commandments, judgments nor statutes of God. When he got their, he surveyed the damages and requested certain families of Judah to help rebuild.

There was certain people who rebelled against them for building the wall. However, Nehemiah and the people was not afriad because they had the Lord on their side. They prepared soldiers to watch day and night over the land. On the other hand, the Jews cried out to Nehemiah because they was forced to borrow from the king, mortgage their lands, vineyards, houses and go into bondage. They were unable to pay back the interest. Its like today, we borrow from the government and they add ridiculous interest that the average person can’t afford to pay back.

Nehemiah gave rules for Jerusalem people based on their geneolgy. All the people gathered together to learn the Book of the Law of Moses. Their ancestors stopped following the laws and that’s why they were exiled into Babylon. Everyone gathered together as one to gain understanding. He requested that they do not mix their daughter with the people in the land according to Gods law. They were not to follow the defiled ways of other people in the land. They were not to sell or buy on the sabbath day. And debt is to be forgiven on the seventh year. That proves the government follows Gods law on the fact that credit can be cleared off a persons report in 7 years. They are to follow offerings, first fruits, tithing and more.

It proves today that many has sinned tremendously against the laws of God and we are currently living in Modern Day Babylon due to following the ways of defiled people in the land, idoling pagan gods and more. Lord be with us. 

Show More Appreciation & Less Selfishness

If someone give me words of encouragement, I will shower them with inspirational words. If I am blessed with material things by someone, I willl always show my appreciation to them. If someone bless me to use their property, office or land like I have been blessed in the past, I will always give back something to show them I appreciate them for letting me use it, especially if it’s free. I will ask them can I help pay for something or what can I do to show my appreciation. 

If someone is doing something and I’m right there, I will offer to help. I learned that God loves a cheerful giver, not a selfish spirit. It will be on my conscious to use people and not give some kind of appreciation. If someone do business with me and pay me for services and they are not satisfied, I will attempt to fix the problem or give them their money back. 

My heart won’t let me get over on people. God say love and treat your brother/sister as yourself. Many people think that others don’t see their actions but see it’s not up to us to judge because only God can and will judge each of us for our actions. God sees everything we do and I’m thankful and humbled for the heart I hold within. 

I pray God continue to work on me bc I’m not perfect. I pray that he work on others hearts, minds and actions that take, use and never give enough based on all they receive. You never know who you may need one day. I will continue to help, encourage and do right by others because God’s reward is greater than anything else this world has to offer. In 2018, show someone appreciation that has been there for you. 

That’s just the way I am. 

Catrina Latrice Williams-Hoolasie Approves this Message

Sickness, Cancer, & Disease can attack anyone. You are not exempt.

Anyone can be diagnosed with a serious health matter, cancer, or disease. Just becuase you have never been sick or diagnosed don’t mean sickness can’t attack you. As a surviving cancer patient, I encourage you to stay up to date with your healthcare. Would you be able to handle excruciating aches and pains? Just because you feel good on the inside and out doesn’t mean everything is perfectly good. Get your yearly exams and check ups.

Be aware of the foods, liquids, toxins, the chemicals you breathe in and what you speak over your life. You become what you eat and who you hang around. Be careful how you treat people bc you never know when you may need them.

Treat others how you want to be treated. If a loved one is currently going through a life or death situation be there for them to the best of your ability. Pray for them because if you was in their shoes you would need help too.

The only one that can truly heal, provide, protect and comfort you is God. Man is guided by God’s steps. How would you take it if the doctors always had negative news for you when going through a serious health matter? Would you break down or stand strong. People take life for granted everyday. I’m here to tell you to cherish life, be thankful and make wise decisions.

Make sure you have a close relationship with God. If you don’t, he will accept you as you are right now. With God, anything is possible. Go get your check up and go to the ER if you are in pain. Never be to busy to check on your health. Your body is the temple of God.

Catrina Latrice Williams-Hoolasie approves this message. 


This is my Confession…

Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need. Matt 6:33

Seek meaning attempt to find, search, learn, get a understanding of God’s will for your life first before seeking worldly ways. Live righteously means live right based on how God want us to live, fearing only God and learning his will for our life. Trying to be the best person in Christ that you can be. The best person that God created you to be. God will give us everything we need. Not everything we want but what we need. So we will get what we need on his time not when we want it.

I have a confession to make. Lets confess our sins, and pray for each other. I’m starting a new sacrifice/fast for God and I would love for 3 other people to join me on this Journey.

My confession is I’m not perfect. I pray God forgive me for not following all his commandments, laws and rules for living here on earth. I have sinned many of times and God still hasn’t left nor forsaken me. God is working on all of us but are we listening.

I realized after reading the Book of Genesis that I have still been complaining in my life instead of giving it to God. Most of us know that complaining, mumble, grumble can create stress in your life. Well I didn’t complain about my health over the last year but I complained about my relationships. I wasn’t happy with a lot and I complained instead of seeking God first bc I didnt it unconsciously. Im first repenting my sins and asking God for forgiveness.

God spoke to my heart and said ask 3 people to go on a Non-Complaining Fast. For the next 30 days, you and 3 other people, don’t matter if they go to church or not but they must believe and at least have a mustard seed of faith. Each of you hold each other accountable and pay attention to your thoughts, words that come out your mouth all day, everyday. When you realize you are complaining, Pray to God and give him a praise for what you want from whatever you are complaining about.

God told me that we can have everything we need but if we continue complaining/gossiping like the Children of Isreal that was saved from Egypt/Slavery we will never make it to a land flowing with milk and honey. We will do a rice challenge over the next 30 days as well.

I have now made my confession and Officially started the 30 day Non-Complaining/Gossip Fast.

Who else is with me?

My Understanding of The Book Of Ezra. God 1st Challenge

The book of Ezra was a time of forgiveness and restoration for the people of Israel. Over the last few rulings, God exiled the Children of Israel because of their wrong doing. God forgave the children of Israel softened King Cyrus heart to free them. They was instructed to rebuild the temple of God. They was warned about the people in the land corrupt ways. For some reason the children of Israel is easily influenced. God instructed them not to intermarry with them.

Fast forward to today. Many of us has been led into the land of America (Modern Day Babylon). Gods laws and commandments are still the same and we still intermarry with corrupt people. (Ezra 9:12). 

God is so forgiving. So far, I learned that God do not like evil doing. He will call you out and make you pay for your wrong doing,  regardless if you learn a lesson or not. I have truly built a strong relationship with God and know wlhat he like and don’t like. I’m understanding his laws for the children of Israel as I read more Bible stories. It is so easy to build a close relationship with God. You have to be willing to take time out for God.

Chemotherapy will not Control Me

God, my angels on assignment, family, facebook friends and I are ready for whatever. I’m researching Chemotherapy before I start the process on December 14, 2017. I want to be aware of what I’m about to go through as an adult with cancer. Thank God I don’t remember the first time I went through Chemo & Radiation at 1 1/2 years old. 33 years later Im going through it again but God is my healer.

What is Chemotherapy?

Normally, your cells grow and die in a controlled way. Cancer cells keep growing without control. Chemotherapy is drug therapy for cancer. It works by killing the cancer cells, stopping them from spreading, or slowing their growth.

How is it Given?

Chemotherapy is most often given as an infusion into a vein (intravenously). The drugs can be given by inserting a tube with a needle into a vein in your arm or into a device in a vein in your chest. I go for my appt so they can insert my line the week of Dec. 4, 2017.

What do it do?

Chemotherapy targets cancer cells, it may also damage healthy cells and cause unpleasant side effects, such as nausea, vomiting, hair loss, fatigue and mouth sores. My care team will provide a variety of supportive care services to help me prevent or manage side effects throughout your chemotherapy treatment.

Here are some foods they recommend to soothe side effects during chemo.

If you have any natural remedies please feel free to share.

Foods they recommend me to eat depending on my side effects.

Im going to buy me alot of Beautiful Scarfs to cover my head.


Ginger Candy

Whole Grain



Orange juice

Raw onions and garlic


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