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My Understanding on Book of Job

My understanding of the Book of Job was a story about the devil testing a perfect and upright man. The devil tried to get him to curse God through his trails and tribulations. He was perfect in his heart.

The devil came to talk during the angels meeting with God. God asked the devil what did he want. We all know the devil is a deciever that lurks around looking for Gods good people to devour, steal, kill and destroy. The devil requested to attack Job because he believed that he would become weak and curse God and follow the devils plan. God commanded the devil to save his life. This is the same in the modern world. The devil search around to influence us to stray away from God.

It’s amazing and confirms that the devil have no authority over God because he had to get God’s permission to attack Job. The devil attacked Job’s family, body, and material things. He lost all 7 of children in less than a week. Next, he lost all his cattle and herbs. Lastly, the devil struck Job with a body sickness that put him all the way down near death.

Job story reminds me of my own life story. As I started getting closer to God, the devil has been testing my faith but I have been standing firm.

Do you know how God controls the earth? How do he allow rain to fall without the ocean flooding over in land.

God questioned Job because all his extended complaining and mourning . These questions from God in Job 38-40 help us realize he’s a Powerful & Mighty God.

In the end, Job was blessed with double of what he had because he never went against God nor cursed God. He experienced a great deal of suffering and even started to complain a little but God saw his pure heart. God spoke to Job to help him understand how small his tribulations are compared to Gods suffering of protecting his children who sin on a daily basis, laying the foundations of the heavens, maintaining the universe and so much more. Job asked for forgiveness of the bickering and became grateful for God saving his life. God was happy to bless Job with Double of his riches in glory, children, live stock and home.

We must remember to appreciate where we are in life bc others may have it worst. God will forgive us and bless us the same way. We must stand firm against the strategies of the enemy.

Catrina L. Williams-Hoolasie
March 2018
God 1st
Genesis to Revelation


Catrina’s Faith in God removed the Spirit of Death

The naked truth on how I almost lost my life Jan 21, 2018. God assigned Angels on my behalf at the right time. The devil tried every tactic to take my last breathe but the spirit of God was exalted.

Raw Footage: Watch ASAP


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Pslam 23, Matt 21:22, Ephesian 1:17, 6:10, Genesis 1:2, 1 Peter 5:7

While God Spared My Life…

Humblessness will find you when it’s least expected.

For example, when you are unable to care for yourself. When you really need someone to help you and watch after you or you will go down. Many times people forget to appreciate the littlest things in life, like using your arms and legs and walking and moving when you feel like it.

At the same time, in this new year I have come to appreciate my family even more in life and the little things that people take for granted. Over these last few weeks I haven’t been able to get up and do things on my own like bathing, feeding myself, and having my own strength.

You never know when a person can drop rock bottom. It can be you at anytime, any place. It doesn’t matter how healthy, wealthy, smart, dumb, tall, short, light or dark you are. It is always best to Treat people Right all your life, because you never know who you may need.

Words cannot describe how Appreciative I am for God saving my life for the 2nd time.  Im very GRATEFUL how my MOTHER Lillie Wilson has been here for me every single day especially since being in the hospital since Jan 20, 2017. 

She has taken me to all my hospital appts on time. And since this last life or death episode, she has been in the hospital with me 98% of the time. Thank God for her skills and experience as a CNA for over 32 years. She has melted my heart all over again. One thing I do know, she is the epitome of a True Loving Mother. I’m thankful God bessed me with her. I never would of made it without her.

I’m thankful for my husband Ronald for being here with me thick/thin for sickness/health. He has been right by my side caring and attending to my healing since I been in ICU. We have experienced the 1st 3 years of excitement and success and now I see we are standing firm against the strategies of the enemy during my sickness. I’m so thankful and honored to be married and have a loving husband on my side.

My Sister Kimberly is my best friend because my mom taught us that when we were kids. We may a friendship vow that regardless of where our life directions go, we will always be there for eachother. I truly appreciate her coming up to relieve my mom here and there to stay nights in the hospital. We have those long, deep conversations and her helping hand just make me feel supported.

I appreciate my Aunt Ella and Tina for helping my mom within the last 2 weeks of me being in the hospital as well. My Aunt Ella is a skilled nurse for 25 years and has helped me alot and it gives me tears of joy.

I have been healing fast and the doctors are so amazed of my survival bc I have had so much love, support and unexpected visit from my cousins Albert bring card and balloons, to my Uncle Albert, Uncle Earl and his son Thomas Earl, Taneria, and Jaliel coming to visit me. I’ve had my Aunt Queeny, Mary, cousin Jake/Aja to call and check on me.

Last but certaintly not least, a supportive FB family and friends who help inspire and keep praying for my positive health and well being to the most high.

I’m so thankful.

LIFE LESSON: Be thankful for the little things in life to allow God to bless you with greater.


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3 Important Facts that could impact your life. 

I learned three important facts over the last 12 months could help impact your life. 

Fact #1 GOD comes first before anything or anyone because I can receive truth, wisdom, strength, protection, prosperity, happiness, health and guidance towards a more righteous way of living.

Fact #2 Health is the most precious, valuable asset to everyone. If we take care of ourself, we can help take care of others and inspire them to live a healthier lifestyle. Health is what you eat, what you speak over your life, prayer life, how you treat your body and others around you. Health is your everyday mental thoughts. Exercising, Eating Healthy and Praying is apart of my new health journey. I would love to get new health friends around the world who would like to join me once I get into remission with this cancer.

Fact #3 Finding your what makes you happy in life. God created each of us for a special purpose in life. Some are meant for the healthcare field, some for customer service, others for hands on projects, some for communication tasks, and so many more wonderful missions God created each of us. A very important lesson I learned is that everyone was not created just to be wealthy, middle class or poor. It’s all about tapping into Gods will for your life. Praying and allowing God to guide you so that you can fulfil your mission here on earth.

Not any of us is perfect and there is a such thing as hanging with the wrong crowd, learning the wrong way in life and not knowing what you don’t know. The best part about it all is we have another day, another chance to get one step closer to living the righteous way tomorrow.

I’m inspired to share this message because it was not only for me but someone else too. 

Share your thoughts.

**Catrina Latrice Williams-Hoolasie

#2TimeCancerFighter #IBeatCancerAgain #FaithinGod

 #Positive #Message #Vision #God #Health


My Understanding for the Book of Esther

One of the greatest Military moments, a king full of pride, arrogance and bad decisions.

King XerXes threw a party to glorify his riches, fame, power and to feed his arrogance. He ruled 127 provinces from India to Cush empire. During his royal party he requested Queen Vashti to come see him. She refused in shame of his actions and their horrible Military defeat. While King threw a party for the palace, Queen Vashti threw a party for the women. This showed bad communication and distance between eachother. He allowed his people to drink without any responsibility within the 6 months of his royal party. King XerXes got very upset, removed her status as Queen for her disrespect, bad conduct and no discord. The only problem is he got his advice from partners that led him in the wrong direction. The way he handled the situation was like settling a problem with your significant other on social media. They encouraged him to write a new rule/script for women to obey their men throughout the palace and put a request out for a new Queen. Basically it told all his personal business.

The King put a search out for a new Virgin Queen. They end up choosing Esther, a beautiful Jew who hid her nationality and family background all her life. She received beauty treatments under the kings order to prepare her for queen. Now in the book of Esther, these are Jews who are not necessirily following Gods Law and not doing right. Throughout the book you don’t find any prayer to the God of Abraham/Jacob/Isaac however they did pray and fast. 

Mordecai, the one who cared for Esther up until she became Queen was apart of the Children of Isreal who was put into exile in Babylon due to the disobeidence to God. These Jews was saved but didn’t learn their lessons. Mordecai was in town one day and overheard some soldier preparing to assissinate the King. He shared the news and saved the King. However, the King put out an order to Kill Mordecai, and all other Jews in Susa and Jerusalem bc he refused to bow down to King Xerxes. Eventhough the Jews was not following the law and commandments, God was preserving his people bc if Xerxes killed them then the Children of Isreal would be Exinct. Over time, God saved Mordecai and the other jews from getting killed. They end up having favor from God. 


The New Cut, New Catrina, New Beginnings

**My Cancer Story** I deeply Love & Accept myself more than ever before. Eventhough I had to cut all my hair off due to Chemotherapy, I AM still Beautiful.
 I am Loved. I am a child of God. I am that, I am. I make Hair look Beautiful. 

I prepared my mind a month before I cut all my hair off. I know I was beautiful with hair but now I see how beautiful I am as a person. 

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Catrina Tragic Cancer Experience & Secret

Catrina share her Tragic and Secret Cancer Experience with her Sister Kimberly. 

Watch here  

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Today is Not Saturday, it is…

Today is Not SATURDAY. Saturday symbolizes a Pagan Roman God and planet Saturn and is the only day of the week that retained its Roman origin in English. 
God said do not Idol any other Gods. 

Today True Name from God is YOM /Shabbat/Sabbath (/ˈsæbəθ/) is a day set aside for rest and worship. According to Exodus 20:8 the Sabbath is a day of rest on the seventh day, commanded by God to be kept as a holy day of rest, as God rested from creation.


Lord, I repent my sins known & unknown. Please forgive me for idoling other Gods unconsciously for I knew not what I was doing. Give me a clean and upright spirit to follow your 10 commandments, laws and statutes all the days of my life. Protect me and my family with the full armor so we can stand firm against all strategies of the enemy. 

#Truth #God #Spiritual #DoYourOwnDueDiligence #Messenger #RestToday #WorshipGodofIsaacAbrahamJacob #WhoDoYouWorship


Understanding of the Book Nehemiah

The book of Nehemiah discuss the rebuilding of Jerusalem wall and restoration of the people. Symbolically the temple of God was in ruin the same way people lives today are broken, in distress and torn down. Nehemiah prayed before the God of Heaven first before he requested to build Jerusalem with the King. That is the same thing we should do as Gods people before we try to rebuild ourselves. Our bodies are the temple of God. He confessed the sins of not keeping the commandments, judgments nor statutes of God. When he got their, he surveyed the damages and requested certain families of Judah to help rebuild.

There was certain people who rebelled against them for building the wall. However, Nehemiah and the people was not afriad because they had the Lord on their side. They prepared soldiers to watch day and night over the land. On the other hand, the Jews cried out to Nehemiah because they was forced to borrow from the king, mortgage their lands, vineyards, houses and go into bondage. They were unable to pay back the interest. Its like today, we borrow from the government and they add ridiculous interest that the average person can’t afford to pay back.

Nehemiah gave rules for Jerusalem people based on their geneolgy. All the people gathered together to learn the Book of the Law of Moses. Their ancestors stopped following the laws and that’s why they were exiled into Babylon. Everyone gathered together as one to gain understanding. He requested that they do not mix their daughter with the people in the land according to Gods law. They were not to follow the defiled ways of other people in the land. They were not to sell or buy on the sabbath day. And debt is to be forgiven on the seventh year. That proves the government follows Gods law on the fact that credit can be cleared off a persons report in 7 years. They are to follow offerings, first fruits, tithing and more.

It proves today that many has sinned tremendously against the laws of God and we are currently living in Modern Day Babylon due to following the ways of defiled people in the land, idoling pagan gods and more. Lord be with us. 


Lord, I forgive them for my Church Hurt. 

I was led to this church after God spoke to me in a small still voice in 2012. He said Go find a church. I didn’t understand why because I had a personal relationship with God. I went and attended 3 different churches before finding this one in Goose Creek, SC. I walked in on a Wednesday night for Bible study. The spirit of the Lord was among this place. The sister that approached me was sweet, said Bible study is Tuesday nights and invited me to Sunday services. This church has helped me understand I didn’t have full faith in all aspects of my life. I surrendered to the lord and learned how to open my heart to the Lord and the right people. I have been annoited by the pastor. The Lord led me to this churcb bc the pastor does a great job teaching lessons out the bible. However, I always wondered why pastors don’t teach by the books in the bible only by sporadic scriptures throughout the bible.

Now when I first started going, I was just introduced to Network Marketing and wanted to introduce Church Text Alertz, a free service for (non-profits/churches) to the pastor. I called his office a couple of times and left a message for a return call from him. Now I was fairly new and wasn’t a member yet. Up til this day, I never got a return call, text or email message. Two or three years later, he introduced text alertz for the church during a big church service one Sunday. I was so hurt. I forgave the pastor for he know not what he was doing.  

He would speak on the member issues during service at times. He also spoke on church hurt when members come from other churches. I didn’t understand at the time but now I do. I never been a church going person most of my life so I didn’t come from a church. I did get baptised at my Grandfather home church in Stanton, TN but I never really became a faithful member. Well I gained church hurt from this church in SC multiple times to the point I stopped going completely.

I started to feel unimportant and unappreciated in the church. Another time I got hurt is when I attended one of the pastor free business seminars for business owners and future entreprenuers. Only to find out that if I wanted further coaching it would be a high cost to get help from him to help build his people up. I never continued with the business services bc I was already a successful business owner. It hurt my feelings bc I thought the church help its members and the community with free services or am I wrong? It also started bothering me to see a store and other avenues of earning money inside the church. I asked the Lord personally was this right. 

Now I’m not going to break down how much money I tithed in this church, volunteer services I completed, and how I helped a member I didnt even know bc I sowed that into the kingdom of Gods field. I did start the process to become a member but the Lord wouldn’t let me finish the classes. Everyone who knows me know I finish what I start. I have invited many friends and family to church with me on different occassions.  I did all of that from my heart.

Well after all I put into this church, which is not much in their eyes because their actions prove it. I became fb friends with the pastor, first lady and even some members of the church, and Not 1, I mean not a single one has sent me a prayer privately since going through my Cancer journey. They haven’t donated to my Gofundme account or acknowledged me at all. At least 3-5 members know who I am and have had conversations with me. My fb friends, family and even strangers has done more for me with words of encouragement, donations and support.

I have even tagged the pastor and other members on PURPOSE just to see what kind of Godly response I will get from them and it is just like when I reached out to the pastor about Church Alertz. Nothing, Nada, Zero. You talking about church hurt. Now I see what the pastor was talking about. However, I forgive the church, the pastor, the members and all. I am still their fb friends and will not delete them bc I will continue praying for all of them. While this pastor has a bible teaching church, not religious, I see their ways. The church has never been completely full during normal church services, the pastor living lavish, maybe some of the elders are too but I pray that they do not treat other members of the church the same way they have treated me. Especially if they are taking from them rather its volunteer, tithes or their acts of kindess.

That is why the Lord showed me a better way to get closer to him without being caught up in the church system and I have seen God way more than ever before. I have decieded to read the bible from Genesis to Revelation, study, research from online bible scholars and share my understanding. May God bless this church, it’s members and the pastor to the see their wrong doing they have caused on others. Sometimes we get so caught up in the church life to where we become blinded. I feel so much better for getting that off my chest. 

Lord, I repent my sins and ask for forgiveness. I forgive them and ask that you bless their minds, hearts and spirit. We are confess our sins one to another and pray for one another.